An Ode To The Women of Togo

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I’ve met many amazing women throughout my travels. Here is a story of one of the women I befriended during my time in the Peace Corps. This is my ode to the women of Togo.

“Sara, can I ask you something?” I said.

We were walking out of her family compound one warm and calm night in May. It was my second year of being a Peace Corps volunteer in the tiny West African country of Togo. I was in my regional capital, Sokodé, to do some work with the local organizations in the city.

Sara, a close friend, had invited me to come over and have dinner with her family while I was in town. She had prepared my favorite West African dish, fufu. It’s a dish of pounded boiled yams with a special tomato and mushroom sauce. Sara had spent hours getting the dish just right. Now, after a filling meal and good conversation, she and her sister-in-law were escorting me back to the volunteer transit house, a short five minute walk from her house.

“Yes, of course,” she replied, responding to my question.

“Do you like being a mother?” I asked.

The most amazing thing to experience

She had just given birth to her second child, Yacoubi, about a month ago. Right now, she was still taking some time off from work. Although she was already as active as ever, her body still bore the signs of the pregnancy. Full hips and breasts, the curves of an hourglass. This shape was so common among the women of Togo.

“I love being a mother,” she answered, “it’s the most amazing thing to experience.”

I glanced over in her direction. It was difficult to see in the darkness. There were no streetlights along the road. The only light came from the moon and an occasional lantern or light bulb from the cement-walled compounds we passed.

We walked along the dirt road to the transit house, trying to avoid the rocks and ditches that jutted and dipped along the path. Nighttime in Togo was a different world. The innocent and benign suddenly became menacing and mysterious. It was made more so menacing by the pale glow of the moon. Yet even in the dimness of moonlight I could see her beaming as she talked.

“It’s what gives my life purpose,” she continued. She smiled and gave a soft giggle.

Aspirations for motherhood

I suddenly thought of my sister, whose baby was due in June. We were only a year and a half apart, and already our lives had diverged so much. I had chosen the uncertainty of pursuing a career. And she had chosen the security of settling down with a family. No doubt, she would have responded the same way. I wondered if it was society telling her to feel this way, or something inherent in being a woman.

“You’ll understand too, Aïcha,” Sara said, calling me by my local name, “once you become a mother.”

She said this in a way, as if to assume that all women will someday become mothers. I tried to picture myself as one. Driving my children to soccer practice, ballet recitals and after-school activities. Devoting my time and my passions to their needs and whims.

A part of me did want that experience. The fulfillment that comes with being a parent. But there was still so much of life that I wanted to live. And I was not ready to give up my selfish wanderlust for another human being.

Finding balance between family and a career

My mind flooded with the thoughts of how difficult it was to have both a family and a career. Can women really have it all? I wondered. In this day and age, the idea of a successful woman is one who can balance the societal obligations of raising children and the expectations of pursuing a career. A precarious juggling act of modernity and tradition. And all of this is expected to be done with perfect poise, ruby red lipstick, shining pearl necklace, and a winning smile.

This was always something I kept coming back to, the conflict between ambition and family. Any woman who chose one over the other, or failed to do both successfully was automatically deemed a failure.

“It’s hard sometimes,” I said, “I do want to have a family of my own, but I also want to work first.”

“I know,” replied Sara, “it’s very difficult.”

“You have to find a balance between the two,” I continued, “having a career or having a family. It’s like you have to sacrifice one thing for the other.”

“Yes, yes,” she agreed, “it’s exactly like that.”

“It’s nice that you have Ibrahim,” I said, thinking of her husband, “I mean, most men here aren’t very supportive of their wives at all, but Ibrahim seems different.”

Standing out among the women of Togo

We continued talking, walking past mosques and family-run stores, our path illuminated by Sara’s flashlight. Her sister-in-law, Ibrahim’s older sister who was visiting from one of the nearby villages, walked quietly beside us. She knew little French, and spoke mostly Cotokoli, the language of the local ethnic group. I guessed that she only had a second grade education, if any.

As Sara and I conversed, her sister-in-law would interrupt from time to time to ask me to take her to America. She had no idea what we were talking about, but seemed content with simply walking with us. It seemed strange to see these two women together, so different from each other. One so obviously ahead of her time, and the other stuck in the role that her culture had laid out for her. Yet, they were both very much women of Togo.

Compared to most Togolese women, though, Sara was an exception. Even compared to American women she would stand out. The president of a small non-governmental organization in Sokodé, Sara was one of the few women of Togo I knew who actually held a university degree. This was something that even a lot of men didn’t have in Togo.

An inspiration to other women

Her organization was very active in the community. They developed projects and peer educator trainings for school children in surrounding villages. Sara had a great love for children. And her life goal, as well as her organization’s goal, was to ensure that all children had the opportunity to go to school and get an education. This young woman had more ambition than many women I knew back in the states.

We were similar in age, but it seemed as if she had already accomplished so much more. In a country where the average woman has less than an elementary school education, it was downright amazing. Sara was opinionated, she was passionate, and she was married to a man who truly respected her and supported her in everything she did.

For the majority of the women of Togo, whose lives were dominated by the responsibilities of feeding a family of five or more kids, the burdens of being in charge of all the household chores like cooking, cleaning, carrying water and doing laundry all by hand, the stress of making ends meet by selling goods at the marché, and the humility of having to submit to a husband who saw them as little more than a mother to their children, Sara was an inspiration and a role model. Yet, even she replied that it was motherhood that gave her life purpose, rather than her accomplishments in work or education.

Is it culture that makes us feel this way?

It made me wonder again, is it culture that makes us feel this way, or is it something that naturally comes from being a woman? Is it because all girls, regardless of culture, have been socialized since birth to want to have children? Is that why motherhood holds such a significant place in our lives? More so, it seemed, than for men?

I thought of all the mothers-to-be who came to the pre-natal consultations every week at the health clinic in my village. All the births I had seen there. Language barriers kept me from saying anything more than “Congratulations,” but I’m sure if asked, they would reply with a similar answer.

“Men have it easy,” I said, after a moment’s pause.

“They do,” Sara agreed, “when they have children, they don’t have to worry about having to take care of them, having to feed them, or stopping work to have them.”

The role of fathers and men

I told her how in the States, the fathers played more active roles in raising their children. I explained how many fathers accompanied women to birthing classes, how they were present in the birth, and how they often helped in taking care of the infant, even if they weren’t married to the mothers.

It was a stark contrast to the role of the father in Togo. I never saw any men come with the women to the pre-natal consultations. And I rarely saw them helping their wives when they were in labor. For many women of Togo, raising children was solely their responsibility. There were only a few men in Togo that I knew who cared at all about the welfare of their wives and children beyond the point of what was necessary. Ibrahim was one of them.

“You see?” she said, “Men here just let the women do all the work!”

“But Ibrahim is different, right?” I asked.

“Oh yes,” she replied with a laugh, “Ibrahim is different.”

The norm and not the exception

I wondered whether there would ever be a day when women like Sara would cease to be the exception and start being the norm for the women of Togo. For the moment, it seemed like a long way off.

I thought of the women in my village, still relegated to minimal roles in village politics and development. I thought about Sara’s sister-in-law, whose lack of formal education allowed her to only see me as a ticket out. For the moment, there was still a lot of work to be done. Both in Togo and in the US, women must struggle to find a balance between motherhood and career as a means to define who they are.

I sighed as we continued on our way. Around us I could hear the sounds of fufu being pounded by the women of Togo on the huge wooden mortars and pestles, heavy pots called marmites being taken out or put away. The radio played a popular song from Côte d’Ivoire. A motorcycle sped by, the glow of its headlight and the hum of its motor the only evidence of its existence in the darkness. The sounds of the night surrounded us, a simple soundtrack to our evening stroll. One day, I thought, one day.

An Ode To The Women Of Togo | The Wandering Daughter | 
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